They tried to make me go to rehab

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I said, aye OK

I’m finally admitting I’m not in control. I’m going to rehab tomorrow. It’s pretty scary. But I want to live.

I’ve been numbing myself for about 30 years.

I can’t erase the sexual abuse I suffered as a child. So I obfuscate it and pretend it doesn’t bother me.

I’m only posting this because I hope others can see they’re not alone and that we can change what happened and change our futures.

And I’m high. For hopefully the last time.

Apologies for this melodrama.

Wish me luck.

Kris.
 

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You are a brave lad Kris. We will all be with you amigo.
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All the best Kris..
 
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Good luck mate I hope it all goes well for you.
 
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Thanks guys.

I’ll be out of comms for a week at the start whilst I detox. So, I’ll go quiet for a while.

Will update when I can if you’re even vaguely interested.
 

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Nearly fuckin offed masel the night having one last fling with it all. Never been so out of control. So fuckin tired of this shit.

Thank you all. Hope I succeed. I hope I’ve helped someone, anyone maybe trigger them to fix them self too.

This rehab ain’t free though. Very expensive. I have a rich relative down in Londinium. She’s stumping the cash as the ask for it upfront.

My ex arranged that. I’m so lucky.

The NHS can’t do this. If I didn’t have this lucky connection via my ex, I’d be dead soon.

And, I’d never have asked for help. Cause that’s a sign of weakness and vulnerability. And I can’t display that because that’s how I was failed as a kid.

Sorry. And, thanks.
 

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No it's not.
Asking for help is a sign of strength,showing you have the bravery to fight amd face your fears.
Good luck and stop saying sorry lol
 
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Be strong. I’m not sure what your addiction is but I’ve watched friends go through all sorts of rehab and it can be tough. I know they all agree it was worthwhile. To coin a phrase - you will be taking back control of your life.


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Be strong. I’m not sure what your addiction is but I’ve watched friends go through all sorts of rehab and it can be tough. I know they all agree it was worthwhile. To coin a phrase - you will be taking back control of your life.


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Anything that numbs that fuckin shit from the past.

Thanks man. :)
 

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Anything that numbs that fuckin shit from the past.

Thanks man. :)
My ex had exactly the same shít as a kid over years and it came back to haunt her in later life too. We did end up divorced... but with a bit of support from me and others close to her she has now learned to live with it without doing drugs or booze...

....and we're good friends now. She cuts my hair and I keep her computers in good nick. There IS life after despair!
 
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