Brave post, stay strong and good luck.I said, aye OK
I’m finally admitting I’m not in control. I’m going to rehab tomorrow. It’s pretty scary. But I want to live.
I’ve been numbing myself for about 30 years.
I can’t erase the sexual abuse I suffered as a child. So I obfuscate it and pretend it doesn’t bother me.
I’m only posting this because I hope others can see they’re not alone and that we can change what happened and change our futures.
And I’m high. For hopefully the last time.
Apologies for this melodrama.
Wish me luck.